stories-齐豫

（独白）
I remember quite clearly now when this story happened
The autumn leaves were floating and measured down to the ground
Recovering the lake where we used to swim like children
On the sun would dare to shine
That time,we used to be happy
Well,I thought we were
But the truth was that -- You had been longing to leave me
Not daring to tell me
On that precious night watching the lake vaguely conscious
You said: our story was ending
Now I’m standing here
No one to wipe away my tears
No one to keep me warm
And no one to walk along with
No one to make me feel
No one to make me whole
Oh ! What am I to do ?
I’m standing here alone
It doesn’t seem so clear to me
What am I supposed to do about this burningheart of mine
Oh ! What am I to do ?
Or how should I react ?
Oh ! tell me please !
（独白）
The rain was killing the last days of summer
You had been killing my last breath of love
Since a long time ago ......
I still don’t think I’m gonna male it through another love story
You took it all away from me
And there I stand , I knew I was gonna be the ...
The one left behind
But still I’m watching the lake vaguely conscious
And I knew ----My life is endingNow I’m standing here
No one to wipe away my tears
No one to keep me warm
And no one to walk along with
No one to make me feel
No one to make me whole
Oh ! What am I to do ?
I’m standing here alone
It doesn’t seem so clear to me
What am I supposed to do about this burningheart of mine
Oh ! What am I to do ?
Or how should I react ?
Oh ! tell me please !Ha ----Ha ----

American Pie-Don Mclean

a long long time ago

i can still remember how that music used to make me smile

and i knew if i had my chance

that i could make those people dance

and maybe they'd be happy for a while.

but february made me shiver

with every paper i'd deliver

bad news on the doorstep

i couldn't take one more step

i can't remember if i cried

when i read about his widowed bride

but something touched me deep inside

the day the music died

so bye-bye, miss american pie

drove my chevy to the levee

but the levee was dry

and them good old boys were drinkin' whiskey and rye

singin' this'll be the day that i die

this'll be the day that i die

did you write the book of love

and do you have faith in god above

if the bible tells you so

do you believe in rock 'n roll

can music save your mortal soul

and can you teach me how to dance real slow

well, i know that you're in love with him

'cause i saw you dancin' in the gym

you both kicked off your shoes

man, i dig those rhythm and blues

i was a lonely teenage broncin' buck

with a pink carnation and a pickup truck

but i knew i was out of luck

the day the music died

i started singin'

bye-bye, miss american pie

drove my chevy to the levee

but the levee was dry

and them good old boys were drinkin' whiskey and rye

singin' this'll be the day that i die

this'll be the day that i die

now for ten years we've been on our own

and moss grows fat on a rollin' stone

but that's not how it used to be

when the jester sang for the king and queen

in a coat he borrowed from james dean

and a voice that came from you and me

oh, and while the king was looking down

the jester stole his thorny crown

the courtroom was adjourned

no verdict was returned

and while lennon read a book of marx

the quartet practiced in the park

and we sang dirges in the dark

the day the music died

we were singing

bye-bye, miss american pie

drove my chevy to the levee

but the levee was dry

and them good old boys were drinkin' whiskey and rye

singin' this'll be the day that i die

this'll be the day that i die

helter skelter in a summer swelter

the byrds flew off with a fallout shelter

eight miles high and falling fast

it landed foul out on the grass

the players tried for a forward pass

with the jester on the sidelines in a cast

now the half-time air was sweet perfume

while the sergeants played a marching tune

we all got up to dance

oh, but we never got the chance

'cause the players tried to take the field

the marching band refused to yield

do you recall what was revealed

the day the music died

we started singing

bye-bye, miss american pie

drove my chevy to the levee

but the levee was dry

and them good old boys were drinkin' whiskey and rye

singin' this'll be the day that i die

this'll be the day that i die

oh, and there we were all in one place

a generation lost in space

with no time left to start again

so come on, jack be nimble, jack be quick

jack flash sat on a candlestick

'cause fire is the devil's only friend

oh, and as i watched him on the stage

my hands were clenched in fists of rage

no angel born in hell

could break that satan's spell

and as the flames climbed high into the night

to light the sacrifical rite

i saw satan laughing with delight

the day the music died

he was singing

bye-bye, miss american pie

drove my chevy to the levee

but the levee was dry

and them good old boys were drinkin' whiskey and rye

singin' this'll be the day that i die

this'll be the day that i die

i met a girl who sang the blues

and i asked her for some happy news

but she just smiled and turned away

i went down to the sacred store

where i'd heard the music years before

but the man there said the music wouldn't play

and in the streets the children screamed

the lovers cried, and the poets dreamed

but not a word was spoken

the church bells all were broken

and the three men i admire most

the father, son and the holy ghost

they caught the last train for the coast

the day the music died

and they were singing

bye-bye, miss american pie

drove my chevy to the levee

but the levee was dry

and them good old boys were drinkin' whiskey and rye

singin' this'll be the day that i die

this'll be the day that i die

they were singing bye-bye, miss american pie

drove my chevy to the levee

but the levee was dry

them good old boys were drinking whiskey and rye

singin' this'll be the day that i die

31May2009

祝周美琪十八岁生日快乐!!

堂叔结婚

在叔公家发现到的一张久照片，右下角就是本人（年龄不详）

那时候大家都好年轻，我还是小孩子......

超多好吃的吸引了我(泰国式叻沙，cendol,咸菜汤，.................)，幸好秤一下没有重到，哈哈
晚宴的司仪和歌女都超正，哇哈哈~~~~~

从阿嬷家出发之前，跟阿嬷并肩坐，摸摸她的手(摸下去的皮肤好像摸皱了的塑胶纸带酱)，好心疼~~~
昨天晚上回到家超累，看完一本小说才睡~~~

28May2009

第一次把摩托驾进学校范围，还好有热心同学帮了忙，都很顺利......
Muet class 让还没自我介绍的同学都给叫出去了，最后一个当然又是我了
Biology class 老师让我们做了中六课程的第一个实验
我觉得自己驾摩托有某种程度的危险，对，快感征服了我......
等下四点又要回玻璃市了，有些闷闷。还好堂兄弟妹都有回去，不只又有甚么趣事可以听了，哈哈
明天又缺课了......

27May2009

又逃学了，没有任何理由......
一连三天缺课让自己开始上瘾了，哈哈

生日

今天我是寿星，好开心!!!
有收到几位朋友的生日祝福，感动ing(前几年都时没有祝福的，除了家人以外，哈哈),感谢她们都记得还送上祝福，谢谢你，朋友......
18岁了，虽然对我来说这个岁数的定义不是很大因为我还在父母亲的护翼下，不过证明我又在这彩色世界多活了一年......
回首这一年来，发生了一件不该发生的事情，我从来都没有想到过我会作这件事而且付出了惨痛的代价......
“过去了，不要再想了......”,他总是这样对我说。我知道，可是知道不代表可以做到，呵呵
今天没有特别的惊喜，只有他的陪伴才最真实，哈哈!!!

摩托考试

失望，伤心，不甘，委屈一起冲去我的眼眶，痛哭一场~~
还要八十块重考耶，浪费钱!!!
还差这个就可以拿到我的P牌了!!!
恨啊~~~~~~
父亲载母亲来看我考，过后到大钟楼吃多一餐，egg on toast超好吃!!!
晚上跟父亲一起到夜市钻，越买越爽，哈哈
心情舒畅多了，可是父亲的钱包又瘦了~~

母亲生日

晚上跑去蛋糕店买了生日蛋糕回来，成功地制造惊喜!!!哈哈

The Fear- Lily Allen

I wanna be rich and I want lots of money / 我要腰缠万贯，我要财富斗车
I don't care about clever I don't care about funny / 我不要聪明绝顶，我不要风趣幽默
I want lots of clothes and I want lots of diamonds / 我要披红挂绿，我要珠光宝气
I heard people die while they are trying to find them / 我听说人为财死，鸟为食亡
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I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless / 赤身裸体，我不会感觉羞耻
Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous / 一脱成名，这道理众所周知
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror / 我会去看太阳，我会去照镜子
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner / 前路没有坎坷，我已胜券在握
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I don't know what's right and what's real anymore / 我不再明白该如何区分真假对错
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore / 我不再懂得该如何规矩地感悟生活
When we think it will all become clear / 细细想想，这道理显而易见
Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear / 是恐惧之神，令我的世界慢慢沦陷
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Life's about film stars and less about mothers / 生活眷顾明星，并非为百姓而设
It's all about fast cars and passing each other / 生活讲的全是来回穿梭的豪华跑车
But it doesn't matter cause I'm packing plastic / 但这一切与我何干，我得专心呵护我的容颜
and that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic / 厚厚的面膜使生活变得实在是妙不可言
And I am a weapon of massive consumption / 我是台消费机器，永不知停歇
and its not my fault it's how I'm program to function / 我就是为此而生，这实非我错
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror / 我会去看太阳，我会去照镜子
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner / 前路没有坎坷，我已胜券在握
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I don't know what's right and what’s real anymore / 我不再明白该如何区分真假对错
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore / 我不再懂得该如何规矩地感悟生活
When we think it will all become clear/ 细细想想，这道理显而易见
Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear / 是恐惧之神，令我的世界慢慢沦陷
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Forget about guns and forget ammunition / 枪炮与弹药，你要统统忘掉
Cause I'm killing them all on my own little mission / 我只要动根手指，就能把他们全部报销
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner / 我不是圣人，可也不是罪人
Now everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner / 只要我身材越发苗条，这世界便是万般美好
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore / 我不再明白该如何区分真假对错
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore / 我不再懂得该如何规矩地感悟生活
When we think it will all become clear/ 细细想想，这道理显而易见
Cause I'm being taken over by Fear/ 是恐惧之神，令我的世界慢慢沦陷

23May2009

寿星公的生日蛋糕

晚上八点到了2in1,实在多人，还要等位子，最后终于有了两个桌子让我们用了!!

又烧又煮的，坐到十一点多才回家，整身都是烟油味，不能顶哦......哈哈

差不多每个星期都有聚会酱，时常都可以不用呆在家，嘿嘿......

海市蜃楼

海市蜃楼

---林子祥---

Lrc:sunpzh

烈日就像美女它推动一切节奏

那跳跃的鼓声像窝中翻飞的跳豆

热闹地在说笑欢欣藉空气渗透

渗进每颗心中随血液流

烈日面上吻我它好像火舌舔着我

那刺眼的色彩像鲜花水果跟美酒

热辣辣地跳舞将欢乐感觉变做爱

你说爱得忠心像哈巴狗

爱这每分光阴愿这刻你莫问时候

绵绵情话未尽愿放开一切再逗留

这最美的一刻愿你可快乐地承受

你看每朵鲜花含情地风里竞秀

轻松的感觉向上浮内心已快乐透

玩得兴奋热烈求你乖乖的不要走

今天总不会再回头若失去再没有

抓紧欢笑现在谁理以后

留住你留住你难放手难放手

陪伴我陪伴我求永久求永久

梦乍醒怎接受无奈它必须走

情缘像海市蜃楼

Music......

烈日就像美女它推动一切节奏

那跳跃的鼓声像窝中翻飞的跳豆

热闹地在说笑欢欣藉空气渗透

渗进每颗心中随血液流

烈日面上吻我它好像火舌舔着我

那刺眼的色彩像鲜花水果跟美酒

热辣辣地跳舞将欢乐感觉变做爱

你说爱得忠心像哈巴狗

爱这每分光阴愿这刻你莫问时候

绵绵情话未尽愿放开一切再逗留

这最美的一刻愿你可快乐地承受

你看每朵鲜花含情地风里竞秀

轻松的感觉向上浮内心已快乐透

玩得兴奋热烈求你乖乖的不要走

今天总不会再回头若失去再没有

抓紧欢笑现在谁理以后

留住你留住你难放手难放手

陪伴我陪伴我求永久求永久

梦乍醒怎接受无奈它必须走

情缘像海市蜃楼

留住你留住你难放手难放手

陪伴我陪伴我求永久求永久

梦乍醒怎接受无奈它必须走

情缘像海市蜃楼

---End--

明天以后

作曲：伍仲衡/冯颖琪

填词：伍仲衡/冯颖琪

改编词：姜忆萱

在你的记忆里面有一个我

在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过

难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走

你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦

在你的面前 我不必保留

还来不及对你说 迟到的我的心动

你的好 你的坏

我的脾气你最懂

我不要你心疼我（我不要你离开我）

明天的以后我们会懂

失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

我对你 感觉胜过爱情

因为有你 给我勇气

给我用不完的运气

其实也想好好爱你

只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心（我不怕会伤心）

对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起

最后看你在别人怀里

有天我会找到我的唯一 （我并不是你的唯一）

还微笑祝福你

你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦

在你的面前 我不必保留

我从来没对你说 压抑的 我的心动

我的好 我的坏 我的脾气你最懂

我不要你来心疼我

明天的以后我们会懂

失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

我对你 感觉胜过爱情

因为有你 给我勇气

给我用不完的运气

其实也想好好爱你只

怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 （我不怕会伤心）

对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起

最后看你在别人怀里

有天我会找到我的唯一 （我并不是你的唯一）

还微笑祝福你

爱情总让人折磨

所以我们才选择 做比情人更好的朋友

我对你 感觉胜过爱情

因为有你 给我勇气

给我用不完的运气

其实也想好好爱你

只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心（我不怕会伤心）

对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起

最后看你在别人怀里

有天我会找到我的唯一（我并不是你的唯一）

还微笑祝福你

520

520有着特别的意思，明白的人也许可以默默地收在心底......
半夜三点才睡觉，三个小时后又得起身上学......
放学后，搞定好需要的文件，终于在三点之前交给邮政局，或许是个机会吧!
堂哥说邻国很需要这类人才，有机会我会要申请到那里发展。
秀萍，我又想起你了，不知收到我的信没??

19May2009

Pengajian am, mathematics, chemistry, biology...... 放学!!!!!
厚，母亲又在催了,去到学校老师又回家了，麻烦咧!!!
下个礼拜又是特别的日子，我不期待会有惊喜啦，只希望有人记得给我祝福就够了,哈哈
不过还是先要对母亲说声谢谢:感谢她把我带来这个世界，感谢她把我养育长大成人，最后希望她身体健康笑口常开!!!
看了一个同性恋者的日志还有一些照片，他的文章深深地吸引了我，连续看到半夜三点才敌不过爱睡才没有继续，哈哈......

学校生活

早上很早就到了学校，去吃了早餐回来，时间绰绰有余呢!!
今天老师们庆祝教师节，而可怜我们这些学生要呆呆地坐在广场上晒......
中间有和一位小学时候很要好的同学去厕所，在外面谈天，让我知道了一些我没有注意到的事情，哈哈!!
终于在两个小时之后让我们中六低班到科学实继续坐一直到放学......
过后回去旧学校，想拿到sijil koko的，老师尽然没有尽责，唯有明天再回去拿咯!!
本来想去逛夜市的，怎料天不作美，哎......
日子就在闷里边度过，好哀怨哦!!!
写信给远方的朋友，希望在她们收到信那一刻能够让她们开心!!

摩托试考

早上八点坐到九点边等边看小说，最后被叫去签这签那在打手印，再等半个小时（p/s:这是试考的程序，还有今天是最后一个motor lesson了)，就可以回家。
奇怪的是，今天我的屁股都没坐上摩托一下下，试考就酱给我pass到了（p/s:不要让JPJ的官员知道），那个老师叫我拿着那个试考的成绩给我的学车教练去预定时间去正式考......
希望这个月底能够连同车拿到车牌!!!(p/s:车的已经让我给考过关了!!)

Politeknik Sultan Abdul Halim Mu'adzam Shah, Jitra

又是Jitra了，难道跟那块土地那么有缘吗......
July intake, 算起来还有一个多月留在中学混，不错了啦!!
淡淡的惆怅，还有一丝丝的期待独立的生活......
希望能顺利吧!!